Obama, pseudo humanist , few baseless italians, cubism

I dont have hard feelings for any community , but yes i hate certain people. those who try to identify themselves with the powerfuls, those who are too weak to stand alone, those who are not aware of the world but still makes comments about them. Today was a hard day. Tried a lot to sleep but two problems kept me awake all the time. Just when I was sure that if I dont sleep i will be dead by the overdose of caffine I had to leave my bed to go to the student secratariat . That place is a machchhibazar. Full of childish phirangis , dressing like as if there is nothing real attached to their existence, everything is a bloody show off and they just trying to hide the baselessness of their life by their guccis and armanis. wonder how did they manage to get up so early to put make up and all those crazy perfumes and wear all those weird clothes and come to the student secretariat. The most boring part of the european stay is that you will never find any interesting conversation where you can learn any new thing, even any new jokes. Wonder how could such creatively challenged people enjoy the majority of the resources of this world. Knock Knock, God, are you white ? So I was there in that bloody mess with all this safedi ki jhnak. I have started hating the white color these days. Good for me, atlast I am doing something which can be calssified as universal virtue. I waited there for 30 minutes, then my turn came, I went to the counter, then guy in the counter took me to some weird lady whose only aim of life is to show how difficult is typing in computer by making disturbing noices. She asked me to wait there, wait for the person in chanrge, who was probably watching porn or playing 3 patti in his computer. I waited another 30-40 minutes. Just imagine , you haven't slept for last 36 hours and you have come to this place without eating anything , and the guy is doing some chutiyapa in his computer, and you are sitting there , in that circus. I never felt such a strong urge of killing someone in my life. There were pathetic human beings, there were ignorant human beings, but that dimag ka paidal was a most jhnatu idot i have ever seen. He called me after a long time, I went there, he made a face as if he is doing a favour to me. He started speaking in italian. Languages are very easy specially european. I understand Italin if someone speaks slowly, offcourse all these european language which can be classified under the monkey group language are not rich enough to be difficult. I dont speak any of them, since this is my personal choice. For me speaking in C++ is much more challenging than speaking in french or german or italian. He finished his work, I felt like putting that guys face on the table and drilling a hole in his head very slowly. that part was finished, then I went to the insti. Tried to print off some document but that middle age machine didn't work properly. Then had lunch, went to uni again, waited for the last lecture of the course called "Realization". Europeans never understood what understanding it, the more they pretended the more they moved away from understanding and the more they pretended. This realization course is like any other eurpean mathematical course. Which shows the emptyness of the western thought processing. After all it takes a Gandhi or Buddha to show the simple facts and paths. I can take responsibility of atleast the failure of the course Realization as most of the talk were given by me and I am a really bad speaker, and there were no apparent relation between my talks. The choices of the topics were not mine. Before the course I thought that we will cover Motives and that is the main area of interest of this course, So I read the lecture notes on motives , then the course was just a simple bachcha gradutae level cohomology course, where you come and talk abot trivial things, which even a child can understand given suffiecient time. Then it became a course of vague category theory, which is not mathematics, then it became vague nomenclatures of things. And ended with the two most boring and unprepared talks. Today was one of them. I couldn't keep myself awake for the lecture. So I started painting. The prof Haramadaletto invited everyone for diner in his home after the lecture. I didn't sleep, it was more than 48 hours then. I went there. Well this pseudosophisticated pepole of europe really pisses me off. None of them are strong. They lack confidence, they lack talent but still they pretend. Normally in this kind of company I dont feel like speaking, moreover I was tired, then got drunk, then there was this typical western post lunch conversation. Topic chnaged to politics. It became Obama bashing. Chutiya letto said that he doesn't like Obama as he doesn't know about the world. I was angry, felt like breaking chutiyalettos naak, wahipe.Safidi ke jhnak, gay putra , Chris said that it is very important for usa to have him as president as he will be the first black president. As if Obamas wole existence is determined by his skin color. I couldn't stop myself. This was too much. I dont care about who was who there, only thing that came in my mind was the chanakya theory, samul vinash and tiraskar for enemies. I know that this phirangi people has lived their phokat ka life for a long time. NOw either they should be enslaved or terminated. All powers should join hand to destroy this pretentious western culture. Sarpa krudha , khala krudha, phirangi krudhatara khala. Whiteness should be eliminated from this world.