welcome home , my dear tourist

So again the tourist is back to his most comfortable tourist destination , that is his home. Firstly it is a great relief that I dont have to see any phirangi face here, and I can easily spend my whole day without knowing that human civilisation ever existed. Home looks crowded with lots of old object and most of the time lack of living objects makes it look like a haunted house. But anyway that is how it was always. It's monsoon still, and it reminds me of rain football. But sadly none of my friends are normal humna beings now. As if time has very quickly transformed everyone into corporate product. Indeed now the thrill of meeting my friends are not anymore there, as I saw them tired from office work, then to forget everything every evening either booze or ganja. I can't do it anymore, I have crossed that line, now I want to be physically fit for any confrontation, as there will be a lot in my future life. Once we used to have so much fun, humor had extreme creativity, now the glow has gone, we just remember the glorious past and repent. I hate past and more precisely I hate to live in it. For me present is the only thing that should be lived. So I am in my room again, trying to fix my clock, its running 3 hour 30 minutes slow. So around midnight I feel hungry, actually I feel hungry all the time, I am quite sure that in last 4 days I have eaten more than the amount of food I have eaten in last 4 months. And for t he first time I felt that I ma heavy today when I was running. Another few days and I guess I will cross the 60 kilo weight mark for the first time in my life. There are some good news related to hair also. One of my friend is a medical representative, he , after watching my growing baldness , suggested me that I should try one medicine, whose name I dont remember now. But surely it is quite popular as few other people told me about that. The thing is that it has 100 percent success ( according to the sample space considered here), but it has some serious side effects, it also helps irregular growth behaviour of other hairs and male sexual organs. I am not in this game anymore. Currently preparing the list of cinema I have to see, long time I havent seen any movie in big screen, last time was some good animation with the mafia and her gang.