Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Few mathematical thoughts

Sometime I sleep much if I dont't have anything to do, sometime I sleep much if the world waiting for me after getting up is too hostile, sometime i sleep much if I am depressed or hungry, and if none of these are happening then I sleep much just to have great dreams, that too forced one. Being totally disconnected from the reality is
greatest way of procastrination I have ever discovered. Anyway, the rule of the thumb is do your work, eat properly and be happy in your sexual life, that is what is described as the secret of good life in every culture and society (and also nicely translated into bengali by my friend "khato khao chodo"). But then this gives a near to stability in life, which can be dangerous ,if a person like me totally denying the effect of reality, practices this. So I dont do my work whne it is required, as my favourite past time for last 7-8 years is sleeping and it will be. I will be continuously breaking different records of sleeping in future . I need practise since I have to do this thing after my death for eternity. I eat whenevr i am not hungry enough to eat, it is nice soemtime to deny the humna basic instinct as they are called by our western propaganda. Sleeping comes with great many advantages, you can avoid the time of conflict as long as you want, you can srictly avoid the existence majority of the human being in this world, and also by staying awake for lesser time you can avoid all the prejudices you can get by prcatise and work. Work is like making love , if the later is wellunderstood by me at any point of time. But the urge to work should be natural, and it should only evoke the mind and brain of our body, nothing else. Later I found out a thing to work on, but then it was not for me, or i was not for it. Then again i found another thing, and this time I can see the end, everything, surrounded by the greatest fog of this century , there she stands. It was a well admired Project by Mori to start classifying surfaces, and then people thought about classifying higher dimension things. But no chance for them. Here we have a machinery of homotopy theory, this will give me the little bit of light needed. It is clear that the simplest object , i.e the rationally connected varieties will be the first step, my first step.
Reality of dreams is the proof of the existence of god. But I dont care.......

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